Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in stoneheartssink's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
10:36 pm	New Music i need new music so suggestions would be good id prolly listen to anything but i dunno if ill ike it, but im willing to try everything <3 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
6:16 pm	Watered down hearts ...yeah today was a mellow day for me by mellow i mean my heart stopped a couple fucking times god damn doron toughen up youre not that soft not that soft soft my heart is soft its a in a glass cup im not saying i had surgery no im saying home troubles got me(god damn doron toughen up)man they got me well no breaking down though cause it wouldnt have been seen or heard life sucks i know lets play a game and it will be called "grab a gun, draw a target on the wall and fire at dorons head" yay fun game who wants to go first me o me pick me please <3 (Comment on this)
Monday, December 26th, 2005
12:29 pm	FUCKING SICK OF EVERY LITTLE INCH OF DRAMA im sick of it its not goin anywhere i know my bro tells me not to get into the drama ...but big brother ive stayed up late nights waiting for you to come home and when you do, you and patti have a confrontation on the phone and it fucking kills me 1st point of veiw: Everybody stop ragging on patti ok, its not ok to be doing what you are doing, sure its ok to have your opinion, but to just keep making her feel like shit is...well...stupid Patti screamed in my face...and welll im over it, the only other person that had something done to themselves that bad is tim, but that was the first liek three weeks of schoool SO GET OVER IT EVERYBODY GET OVER IT 2nd point of veiw: Patti your not helping yourself get through this easier...to some people you might deserve what youre getting, but you are just bringing it upon yourself, by doing exactly what schuyler doesnt want you to do for instance schuyler says to not form alliances behind peoples backs, and patti you start talking behind evas back, and almost anyone you know, and yes i know they do it to you, but so what, you always talk about being a better person, so stop talking behind there backs i love you to death patti and im just trying to help....sorry if it doesnt with love to everyone <stop all the fucking drama3 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
9:11 pm	But I found out the hard way, Nothing is what it seems this is true for example at pattis house i went uhh into tims ear and he threw a piece of pizza at me...he has tourettes another example at evas house i saw her shed and thought it had a meral roof turns out it was plastic...i jumped on it and and half my body went through it yeah fun times ended <3 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
7:56 pm	Love is four letters, and so is hate i LOVE my brother(hes my only idol) my friends(alex, sam, wil, so on and so forth) my gurlie(Kaylen) almost everybody(thats right almost) thats my love list and you know if youre someone i love now im not an angry person...most of the time, but when someone screams at me for no reason im not gonna get over it my brother well me and him are good now we talked(more or less yelled)and got things figured out now for my brothers gurlie...THAT WAS UNREASONABLE, dont talk to me the night before about talking to people if you have a problem with em, then go and yell at me before talking to me, that was shit and im not gonna forget for awhile. the thing with me is that i dont forgive but i do forget and i proly wont bother you about it after i forget But from now until then you will be reminded of it ever so slightly but enough to know what you did cause i promise you, you dont know what you did to me and others im sorry for the people who got dragged into it that shouldnt have im sorry to anyone who had to see him and her yell at me and then me yell back and my point of veiw on whos fault it was well in life the system that goes with faults is that it takes two to tango which means it wasnt just his or her fault for flipping out it was theirs and others too such as me(for not keeping to myself)another bois fault(for making a decision that he thought may help) but we cant all get mad at each other or else this will not settle and im not saying this to be like "People this girl is a bitch" im simply saying this so that people know i might lash out at her and that i am just angry and im not trying to start anything new but just get everything out of my system thank you and good night or day or morning or afternoon or whenever the fuck you are reading this <3 Current Mood: eh Current Music: norma jean, slipknot, tons of hardxcore stuff (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
8:36 pm	my mood you always amazed me but thats the past i kept silent and it rained for days my inside were drenched but i guess that's the part of growing up i never wanted to learn and i grew into the man that you never knew but i wouldn't be this way if it wasn't for you 100 thank you's it this is love fairy tales never came true judies are black in full bloom and i died in the womb take it back, all that's gone it's all still there like you left it december stayed the same nothing ever changed but you every dream civered in dents love can't fly tonight couples will rest, i'll be sleepless so cry yourself to sleep this is about broken hearts this is about me bending again for nothing i'd run to you but pain awaits i'm coming home but i'll be late no deeper than imagination can be sight with nothing to see what's faith if i can't believe it's everything a cure, but i make it a disease God take me because i hate me -Alone In December -Underoath These four walls have seen the worst of me. They’re bleeding confession, but they’ll never speak. These four walls have seen the life I truly lead. They’re crying depression. They’re weak in the knees. Right on the floor. Please walls, stay quiet Reputation is on the line. Please God, stay quiet. Don’t let them know you’re watching me die. Falling down. The waves are crashing in on me again. Falling down. The walls are closing in on me again. Falling down. The waves are crashing in on me again. Falling down. I feel the weight, I feel the weight again. And If you open up your heart you’ll see I’m only human. Let me be me. And if you could open up your heart you’ll see This wasn’t my intent. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. Right on the floor. Please walls, stay quiet Reputation is on the line. Please God, stay quiet. Don’t let them know you’re watching me die. Falling down. The waves are crashing over me again. Falling down. The walls are closing in on me again. Falling down. The waves are crashing in on me again. Falling down. I feel the weight, I feel the weight again. Right on the floor. -Four Wall Blackmail -Dead Poetic (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
2:38 pm	School Hey kiddies, im at school right now on ms. martins computer. Ben one of my best friends is sitting right next to me talking to his mother so yeah it's pretty exciting. We are waiting to start our play "The Crucible" yeah it's boring waiting but once we start it will be exciting. I cant get on myspace right now(sad day) so im updating this(and i will be updating this more often). So yesterday i went over to AHS to see some kiddies and by kiddies i mean KAY. Kay is my best friend in the whole wide world i would do anything for her she has my heart forever(hehah). I went over there with livie and james and those two kiddies mean a lot to me...it was funny b/c we got kicked off the campus for "trespassing" and they asked me for my phone number and i gave em my fax(o00o00o rebellious doron). Well i think im done giving you guys my life story...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yeah ok now im done um bye maybe <3 doron Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Thursday (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 15th, 2005
3:00 pm	my fucking lame-ass poetry(hah) My silent screams shatter to the touch of your glass heart You were always phased by the words but never fully reacted They never reached your heart For its incased in a layer of glass You always upset me With youre gut stabbing comments about My friends I hope you sink with youre heart so cold and frozen And transparent with blood Before you I smiled Before you my heart beated Before you my hands were safe in the confinement of God And now My lips dont move My heart has blackened And my hands reach out only from under water god im lame Current Mood: meh Current Music: Early november (Comment on this)
12:42 pm	first journal hey im doron this is my first entry im happy cus my grades are coming up but im so sad b/c my doggy has died sad day <3 doron Current Mood: happy and sad Current Music: from first to last (Comment on this)
12:35 pm	first entry k so thisd be my first journal entry and thats basically it cept that im happy cus my grades are coming up but i am sad cus my dog died and i need to get out of my home <33333 Current Mood: happy&sad Current Music: FFTL (Comment on this)